Hit 10,000 forum posts and it felt wrong, not triumphant
I crossed 10,000 posts on a gardening forum last Tuesday, 11 years after my first seed-starting thread. Everyone there treats post counts like a trophy, but mine felt like a bill I forgot to pay. That number means I've spent about 1,400 hours typing about zucchini and aphids, and honestly, that's more time than I've spent with my own dad since 2018. I checked my old posts from year one and I barely recognize the person who wrote them, but not in a good way. Most of those 10,000 were one-line replies like 'nice' or 'bump,' which is just noise pretending to be community. Does anyone else look at their milestone numbers and see wasted evenings instead of wisdom?